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Welcome

Welcome to the landing page for our addiction prevention project based on the film Memories of a Forgotten Childhood, a lingering examination of addiction in the parental home from the perspective of a child.

Movie Trailer

While father Rudi desperately tries to regain the lost family happiness at the slot machine, eleven-year-old Niklas is often alone with his alcoholic mother, Anna. Niklas is torn between his sense of duty to help his parents and his desire to escape his parental home.

Use of the film

Professionals, teachers, and volunteers who work with children need effective strategies for addressing this sensitive topic and promoting resilience. To support them, we offer a well-researched accompanying booklet that provides additional resources and assistance options for use with the film.

„Studies show that over 3 million children and young people in Germany – probably significantly more – have at least one parent with an addiction.“

Source: Brochure „Kinder aus suchtbelasteten Familien“ der Drogenbeauftragten der Bundesregierung, May 2017

Become a facilitator.

Beyond the use described above, specialized training sessions developed specifically based on the film are also offered. During the training, you will gain in-depth insights, receive additional supporting and professional materials, and be provided with individual access to the film for use in your prevention work. Dates and availability will be communicated upon request.

Interested in a training?

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Click here for the movie

The film „Memories of a forgotten childhood“ by Lars Smekal is available as video-on-demand. There are two different use cases: would you like to show and use the film in your professional or voluntary work or would you like to watch it as a private person or with your family?

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Awards

BEST DRAMA SHORT - San Diego International Kids Film Festival - 2022AWARD WINNER - Better World Film Festival - 2023BEST SHORT FILM - Castellabate International Film Festival - 2023OFFICIAL SELECTION - B3 FILM FESTIVAL - 2023OFFICIAL SELECTION - International Film Festival The Hague - 2023OFFICIAL SELECTION - RIFF Awards - Rome Independent Film Festival - 2023OFFICIAL SELECTION - International Children Care Film Festival - 2023OFFICIAL SELECTION - International Film Festival - El Cine Suma Paz - 2023AWARD NOMINEE - Independent Days International Filmfestival - 2024OFFICIAL SELECTION - Dunedin International Film Festival - 2024OFFICIAL SELECTION - Grenzland-Filmtage Selb - 2024PROGRAM - DGPPN - 2023AWARD NOMINEE - Camgaroo Awards - 2024AWARD NOMINEE - die Seriale - 2024BEST CHILD ACTOR - My Name is Climate Film Festival - 2024PROGRAM - DPT - 2024

Testimonials

“Maybe Niklas will go to a group home like me, where there are no more consequences. There he can tell everything and be who he is.” 

Paula, 8th grade

“It was lovely when Niklas woke his mother. You could see that his mother loves him.”

Lennox, 6th grade

“The movie is like the real thing. It is realistic. It was the same with my grandpa. He was on the bottle every day. It’s good that Niklas has a teacher he can talk to about everything. But he’s scared at first.”

Mario, 8th grade

“We are delighted about the implementation of the film in our prevention work. It is realistic and presents the problems and behavioural patterns in a holistic way without stigmatizing.”

Patricia Trautmann-Villalba (Starke Bande Foundation)

“Anna regrets her behavior and realizes that what she did was wrong. You can learn from your mistakes and improve.”

Marisela, 6th grade

“The movie and workshop are really great. I’ve never seen the children so engaged and committed.”

Rebecca Smith, teacher

“I’m a little sad. That’s the reality for many.”

Sara, 8th grade

“I felt sorry for the boy. He didn’t get any attention. I find it sad that Niklas experienced something like that and that children live like that.”

Roberto, 6th grade

“I think the movie is great because it shows the children that they can help themselves. I think it would be nice if there was a second part.”

Alex, 6th grade

“He feels comfortable with the teacher and wants to open up.”

Andreja, 6th grade 

“The movie helps us when something like this happens to us, or to someone else. We then know what to do.”

Can, 8th grade

“I liked it because the movie helps children who feel the same way and they know that they are not alone.”

Metin, 6th grade

“It is important to provide affected children and young people with help as early as possible – the film impressively addresses the dynamics of addiction within the family and shows help options for affected children and young people.”

Annett Wetterau und Mary Lenhard (Addiction counseling Gera of Diako Thüringen)

 

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